Why isn’t life like a movie

Lockdown has been a lonely place. It’s been a time that all of us are alone with our thoughts way too much, day in day out. My days have consisted of binge watching Netflix shows. Hibernating. Going to a place which is most certainly unhealthy. It’s made me realise that there is so much more to life that what I’ve been doing. I’m not trying anymore, I’m not trying to better myself. I’m getting lost in teen high school dramas wishing my life was like what it is in these unrealistic shows. Wishing it was more exciting. Seeing the fun that’s had by the actors, forming bonds and relationships with people they work with. It’s made me think, “what am I doing with my life?” I don’t want to look back when I’m 50 and be disappointed in what I’ve achieved. I want my life to be better than it is now. Give myself opportunities to be the best I can be. Travel the world, make more friends, meet new people. Create love stories that I can laugh and cry about. I don’t want to be stuck in this place I a...